Ughhhhhhhh I miss him so badly.
Whyyyyy isn't he talking to me???
Kila minich Dalal!!! Yal '3abiyah lo gilteelah how you really feel chan entay eb 5air. A7san you don't deserve him. Feeh alf bint '3airch tabeeh bas entay '3abiyaaah!!
Adre adre. I said enah I don't care anymore bas I do. I haven't heard from him for a month now. Its like HE stopped caring. And it truly hurts knowing that he forgot all about me. Ziad 6ab3an kan ma3inda mani3 enah 3abdallah mayadry 3an hawa dary. Ou he's actually pleased enah we don't talk anymore. Bas still Ziad was by my side every step. I still can't chose between Ziad and 3abdallah because I care about them both so much ou maby a5sr wala wa7ed feehom. Once in a while Ziad would ask me if I thought about it yet and I always say not yet. Wallah madre shasawy...
Me and Haya became friends... Then we got close and everyone realized that she did change after all. I told them so :) Haya hadat a6ba3ha el 5aysa in the past ou she stopped being dalou3a. After everything we've been through, Haya and I became really close ou she turned out to be a good person. She became part of our "group" :D!
Winter break finally arrived so we are finally going to the one place where I can really relax and feel at home... El shalaaih!!
Btw 3abdallah 6ila3 min our whatsapp group bas he's still friends with them all except me and Ziad, so yeah....
*Whatsapp group*
3aziz: Yaaa a6fal ya sha6reeen elyoum e7na ray7een 3ala faaain???
All: SHALAAAAIH :D
Fay: K'290 here weee comeee!!
Lama:Wait.... a6fal? o_o
Manoor: LOOOOOOOOOL ::::
Me: Akhhh eshtgt lil ba7aaar!!!
Ziad: Ou el jaw al7een? Naaaaaar
Haya: Inzain you guys ana 9arly cham sinah mu yayah shalaihkom... A7is fashla :$
Yes as you can see, Haya is in our whatsapp group :)
3aziz: Hayo.
Fay: Yal zago.
Manoor: Yal 5aro.
Lama: Laaaa fashla wala shay!!
Me: Eeee wallah! Laish fashla? You're one of our closest friends al7een, t3awiday ya 7abeebty :D
Ziad: I agree with them ^^
3aziz: Yallah Hayo
Fay Yallah zago
Manoor: Yallah 5aro
LOOOOOL 3aziz ou Fay ou Manoor 7adhom filim. I just couldn't stop laughing.
Lama: Yallah rou7ay zahbay shi'3lich ou goulay 7ag o5och enich btrou7een ou ta3aly bait Daloul.
Manoor: Guysss tithkroon lama Daloul ewgifat 3alaihom el sayarah?? :D
Fay: LOOOOOL eeee!!!
3aziz: Kan filim filim!!
Lama: Ou ely shway ou tabchy. Naqza naqza ya Dalal ;)
Me: Yal na9abaaaaa!! Wallah ma bchait!!
Ziad: LOOOOOL! Baskom suwalif yallah rou7aw etjahizaw!
I packed my stuff and did everything. Finally Haya came ou off we went to the shalaih with Raju. (My parents kila yrou7oun min el9ib7).
We arrived to the shalaih and it was like I was home. Nothing changed since the last time I was there. I went straight to my room to change into my swimsuit. Wallah magdar an6ir any longer I miss el ba7ar :(
Me: Zayoud nazilaw el jets nabby nirkab
Ziad: Laa2 e7na nabby nirkab now
Fay: HEY LAA2 e7na gilna awal
3aziz: Yallah hnak yallah
Lama: :)
Ziad: Ma3indna banat yerkiboun jets
Manour: Last time rikabna la tsta3b6
Me: Eee wallah
3aziz: Ha Ziad en5aleehom yirkboun?
Haya: Eeee yallaaah mu eb kaifkom
Ziad: Laa2 mafeeh yallah dishaw da5el. At'3ashmar at'3ashmar. Yallah rou7aw bas be careful!
Fay: Inshallah Omy Ziad, feeh shay thany ba3ad?
Ziad: Ana Om? -.- Rou7aw rou7aw la ahawin al7een.
Manour erkibat ma3a Lama and Haya with Fay. Bas there wasn't enough life-jackets so I didn't wear one. It felt good to have fun without worrying about anything or anyone. It was... Drama-less. I haven't felt that way in a while and I desperately needed to forget about everything...
...But nothing lasts forever. There he was standing on the sand. It was 3abdullah. I just got a glimpse of him, but that was more than enough to make me lose control of the jet and fall helplessly into the water. Then everything went black.
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My eyes felt heavy. I tried opening them but they just fluttered then stayed shut. I felt weak and like I had no control over my body whatsoever. I finally managed to open my eyes and the bright hospital lights almost blinded me. As I was adjusting to them I spotted my mom in the chair next to me sleeping. Shakilha kan y3awer el galb. She had dark circles around her puffy eyes, embayin enha ta3bana. I attempted to hold her hand but I failed miserably because I was too weak and frail. I managed to graze her hand and the moment my hands touched hers, her eyes shot open.
Mom: DALAL!
I smiled weakly.
Me: Hala
Mom: Nurse, Doctor! G3idat!
I saw a doctor rush to my side along with 2 nurses.
Doctor: Hi Dalal, I'm Dr. Penn. Do you feel any pain or discomfort anywhere?
Me: Umm, My head hurts the most
I put a hand on my head only to feel a rough surface. My head was all bandaged.
Dr.Penn: You should be expecting more pain in your head over the next few weeks, but you will be given some painkillers to ease the pain.
Mom: Will she be alright?
Dr.Penn: Yes, hopefully it will only last a few weeks. But Dalal, you're in a very fragile state so you must be very careful.
Me: What happened?
Mom: Doctor, she doesn't remember?
Dr.Penn: Temporary memory loss is normal, but don't worry she will remember very soon.
Me: Memory loss...?
Dr.Penn: Dalal, what is the last thing you remember?
I barely remember anything but I pushed myself to remember what happened.
Me: We were at the shalaih. Riding jets I think
Dr.Penn: Yes, but you didn't have a life-jacket. You lost control of the jet-ski and you fell into the water. Your head hit the jet's motor then you lost consciousness. A man, I think you may know him, but he got you out of the water and brought you to the hospital. You were in a very critical state, you had internal bleeding in your head so we had to preform surgery right away. You've been in coma ever since. You stayed in coma for 3 weeks now.
At this point, my tears were running freely. I remembered everything. How I was having fun not caring about a thing. How I saw 3abdullah and lost control of the jet. And how I fell into the water. And kint eb '3aybooba?? For 3 weeks?? I shut my eyes closed, trying to shut everything and everyone out. I simply fell back to sleep.
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Sorry for the super looong wait but here's the chapter. I know its short but you keep the best for last, right? ;D
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Whyyyyy isn't he talking to me???
Kila minich Dalal!!! Yal '3abiyah lo gilteelah how you really feel chan entay eb 5air. A7san you don't deserve him. Feeh alf bint '3airch tabeeh bas entay '3abiyaaah!!
Adre adre. I said enah I don't care anymore bas I do. I haven't heard from him for a month now. Its like HE stopped caring. And it truly hurts knowing that he forgot all about me. Ziad 6ab3an kan ma3inda mani3 enah 3abdallah mayadry 3an hawa dary. Ou he's actually pleased enah we don't talk anymore. Bas still Ziad was by my side every step. I still can't chose between Ziad and 3abdallah because I care about them both so much ou maby a5sr wala wa7ed feehom. Once in a while Ziad would ask me if I thought about it yet and I always say not yet. Wallah madre shasawy...
Me and Haya became friends... Then we got close and everyone realized that she did change after all. I told them so :) Haya hadat a6ba3ha el 5aysa in the past ou she stopped being dalou3a. After everything we've been through, Haya and I became really close ou she turned out to be a good person. She became part of our "group" :D!
Winter break finally arrived so we are finally going to the one place where I can really relax and feel at home... El shalaaih!!
Btw 3abdallah 6ila3 min our whatsapp group bas he's still friends with them all except me and Ziad, so yeah....
*Whatsapp group*
3aziz: Yaaa a6fal ya sha6reeen elyoum e7na ray7een 3ala faaain???
All: SHALAAAAIH :D
Fay: K'290 here weee comeee!!
Lama:Wait.... a6fal? o_o
Manoor: LOOOOOOOOOL ::::
Me: Akhhh eshtgt lil ba7aaar!!!
Ziad: Ou el jaw al7een? Naaaaaar
Haya: Inzain you guys ana 9arly cham sinah mu yayah shalaihkom... A7is fashla :$
Yes as you can see, Haya is in our whatsapp group :)
3aziz: Hayo.
Fay: Yal zago.
Manoor: Yal 5aro.
Lama: Laaaa fashla wala shay!!
Me: Eeee wallah! Laish fashla? You're one of our closest friends al7een, t3awiday ya 7abeebty :D
Ziad: I agree with them ^^
3aziz: Yallah Hayo
Fay Yallah zago
Manoor: Yallah 5aro
LOOOOOL 3aziz ou Fay ou Manoor 7adhom filim. I just couldn't stop laughing.
Lama: Yallah rou7ay zahbay shi'3lich ou goulay 7ag o5och enich btrou7een ou ta3aly bait Daloul.
Manoor: Guysss tithkroon lama Daloul ewgifat 3alaihom el sayarah?? :D
Fay: LOOOOOL eeee!!!
3aziz: Kan filim filim!!
Lama: Ou ely shway ou tabchy. Naqza naqza ya Dalal ;)
Me: Yal na9abaaaaa!! Wallah ma bchait!!
Ziad: LOOOOOL! Baskom suwalif yallah rou7aw etjahizaw!
I packed my stuff and did everything. Finally Haya came ou off we went to the shalaih with Raju. (My parents kila yrou7oun min el9ib7).
We arrived to the shalaih and it was like I was home. Nothing changed since the last time I was there. I went straight to my room to change into my swimsuit. Wallah magdar an6ir any longer I miss el ba7ar :(
Me: Zayoud nazilaw el jets nabby nirkab
Ziad: Laa2 e7na nabby nirkab now
Fay: HEY LAA2 e7na gilna awal
3aziz: Yallah hnak yallah
Lama: :)
Ziad: Ma3indna banat yerkiboun jets
Manour: Last time rikabna la tsta3b6
Me: Eee wallah
3aziz: Ha Ziad en5aleehom yirkboun?
Haya: Eeee yallaaah mu eb kaifkom
Ziad: Laa2 mafeeh yallah dishaw da5el. At'3ashmar at'3ashmar. Yallah rou7aw bas be careful!
Fay: Inshallah Omy Ziad, feeh shay thany ba3ad?
Ziad: Ana Om? -.- Rou7aw rou7aw la ahawin al7een.
Manour erkibat ma3a Lama and Haya with Fay. Bas there wasn't enough life-jackets so I didn't wear one. It felt good to have fun without worrying about anything or anyone. It was... Drama-less. I haven't felt that way in a while and I desperately needed to forget about everything...
...But nothing lasts forever. There he was standing on the sand. It was 3abdullah. I just got a glimpse of him, but that was more than enough to make me lose control of the jet and fall helplessly into the water. Then everything went black.
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-
-
My eyes felt heavy. I tried opening them but they just fluttered then stayed shut. I felt weak and like I had no control over my body whatsoever. I finally managed to open my eyes and the bright hospital lights almost blinded me. As I was adjusting to them I spotted my mom in the chair next to me sleeping. Shakilha kan y3awer el galb. She had dark circles around her puffy eyes, embayin enha ta3bana. I attempted to hold her hand but I failed miserably because I was too weak and frail. I managed to graze her hand and the moment my hands touched hers, her eyes shot open.
Mom: DALAL!
I smiled weakly.
Me: Hala
Mom: Nurse, Doctor! G3idat!
I saw a doctor rush to my side along with 2 nurses.
Doctor: Hi Dalal, I'm Dr. Penn. Do you feel any pain or discomfort anywhere?
Me: Umm, My head hurts the most
I put a hand on my head only to feel a rough surface. My head was all bandaged.
Dr.Penn: You should be expecting more pain in your head over the next few weeks, but you will be given some painkillers to ease the pain.
Mom: Will she be alright?
Dr.Penn: Yes, hopefully it will only last a few weeks. But Dalal, you're in a very fragile state so you must be very careful.
Me: What happened?
Mom: Doctor, she doesn't remember?
Dr.Penn: Temporary memory loss is normal, but don't worry she will remember very soon.
Me: Memory loss...?
Dr.Penn: Dalal, what is the last thing you remember?
I barely remember anything but I pushed myself to remember what happened.
Me: We were at the shalaih. Riding jets I think
Dr.Penn: Yes, but you didn't have a life-jacket. You lost control of the jet-ski and you fell into the water. Your head hit the jet's motor then you lost consciousness. A man, I think you may know him, but he got you out of the water and brought you to the hospital. You were in a very critical state, you had internal bleeding in your head so we had to preform surgery right away. You've been in coma ever since. You stayed in coma for 3 weeks now.
At this point, my tears were running freely. I remembered everything. How I was having fun not caring about a thing. How I saw 3abdullah and lost control of the jet. And how I fell into the water. And kint eb '3aybooba?? For 3 weeks?? I shut my eyes closed, trying to shut everything and everyone out. I simply fell back to sleep.
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Sorry for the super looong wait but here's the chapter. I know its short but you keep the best for last, right? ;D
Don't forget to give feedback!
Ask.fm/EndlessLifeBlog
